looking

Pursuing one’s dream, to do what oone always wanted to. liked to…

I’m those kind of person that live in the present tense. I live for now, for this moment, whatever happens next is the least of my concern, at least not for a few months…I always think that things iin the future will take care of itself, no matter how much I worry & brood over it now, something that’s gonna happen will happen, & somethings that’s not gonna happen wont. So I always try to not to be to worried for the future. But at some pint of your life, you have to start to plan on the future, one cannot be so carefree anymore, one have to plan.

But…I have faith in God, so i think I can still afford to let things go at their own will

what do i really want?

Why is money seems so important? Actually I think the real cause of people working so hard is not that we want to earn that much money, it’s because we dun dare to stop & think about what we really want.

I don’t know what I want, not sure what I really want…does it matter anyway? Cause can I get it if I know what I really want? Maybe that’s why I don’t want to think about what I really want, cause if I know what I want then I’ll knowwhat I’m doing now is not what I want. Then I’ll hate it & be feeling miserable for knowing that I can’t get the thing I really want. Much miserable than not knowing what I want…ok, I have enough of this, goin to take a nice bath & then have a nice dineer & then watch my anime or anything good on TV – maybe this is what I want after all…